blah blah blahhh!

 i am totally addicted to the casey anthony trial.

i mean TOTALLY!

i have CNN Live on my computer at work and anytime i can [meaning, anytime the hub doesn't sigh and complain TOO loudly] the tv at home is on HLN!

i always regretted not watching the OJ Simpson trial, although i was a little younger when that occurred, so now that i have the chance to watch a national headlining trial - i am ALL about it.

i wish i was a juror SO badly. or even the judge or attorney! 

it all interest me SO much. 

the evidence, the objections, the examine and cross-examining, the witnesses, the emotion, the LACK of emotion shown by casey - EVERYTHING.

i think she is TOTALLY guilty, regardless of her story. 

even IF sweet caylee DID drown and even if it WAS an accident - that sorry excuse for a mother and even sorrier excuse for a person COVERED. IT. UP. 

BOTTOM FREAKIN' LINE! 

she deserves death. 

eye for an eye. 

regardless of her trial here on earth - the one she will face on [the real] judgement day will be A LOT worse.

here's to caylee. may her murderous mother be found guilty for what she did and may her sweet grandmother have SOME peace. 

for anyone addicted as me - you can watch the live feed of the trial

HERE

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i am having a hard time grasping that my son will be TWO in 12 days.

while i am excited about all the new things we will face this upcoming year, it makes me sad that he won't be my littlest baby anymore :(

we had a blast with him at the beach, watching him play in the sand and KNOW what certain things were [pool, especially].

it's party planning time as well!

i've gotten all my ideas together, ink for the printer and the silhouette all set up and ready to go! i just need to get a few more things from the craft store [card stock mainly] and i'll be gettin this show on the road! ;]

it's bittersweet having an 'almost' 2 year old. 

that's all i can say, really.

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while in myrtle beach last week, i fell in love all over again. 

with cheerwine.

poor rhys - had to suffer through my caffeine intake! 

but, i seriously couldn't resist. i figured he'd be okay since it's only ONE week out of like the entire 9 month incubation period he's in there!

i also re-fell in love with sonic slushies, the original benjamin's buffet, hot/fresh krispie kreme donuts and of course painters ice cream! 

gosh, and i wonder why i'm so HUGE! ;]

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i am still battling with my working situation. 

i definitely want to be a SAHM - and i REALLY want to do it NOW but know i need to work until after rhys is born, even if it's only to maintain both health insurances and ensure at least 6 weeks paid maternity leave. 

selfish, right?

there really shouldn't be any question about after he is born but part of me feels very guilty about giving up such a great job when i know other people out there don't have it as good as me. 

then again, i know that i'm still young and have my entire life ahead [after raising my babies] to work. 

i think i am afraid of struggle. 

i know that we can survive on one income but i also know it will be challenging, especially at first. we will have to give up A LOT of things and i'm afraid i will regret my decision. 

i also know, the Lord provides and it's not like we'll go unfed or anything like that! 

it's just the spending freedom that we i currently have, will be gone. 

oh well, only time will tell what the real decision will be!

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i REALLLLLLLY want adam to paint one wall of rhys' room like this:

i don't think it's going to fly!

i think both of us are thinking we'll be lucky to even get paint on the walls before he arrives! 

:)

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i'm jonesing for organization!

gimme some organization tips, people!! 

adam and i spent a good 45 minutes on sunday searching for the upload cord for our video camera. we seriously bought that thing like 3 weeks ago, how did we lose it already? and we KNEW we brought it to the beach with us meaning that it could have only been in a few places and sure enough, we were struggling to find it.

i told him we needed to go out and buy a gillion totes and label everything and put all cords in one, all CDs in one, all warranties in one and so on and so forth.

i don't care if my house would be covered in totes, at least i'd be organized!!!

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and lastly - how cute are these two? ;)