August 7, 2012

thirty thangs [six]

6. What is the hardest thing you have ever experienced?

I had an entire post drafted up but after yesterday, decided to scratch that one and repost.

the hardest thing I've experienced is losing a baby. or, finding out that im losing a baby. how do you hurt so much over someone you've never met? or even felt or seen? how do you feel like a part of your family is missing when it was never here?
I have to say that im very lucky that I have two amazing boys that force me to keep smiling and moving because without them, I don't know how I'd function right now.
this does go along with my original post of the hardest thing I had experienced (before yesterday) - which was death but this is so much worse for whatever reason.
death alone is likely the hardest thing anyone will experience but I do believe it's how we deal with and grow from the experience that will make us or. break us.

I do intend to post more about what is going on with me and my family but until then, just say a few prayers for us.


Unknown said...

Thinking of you and your family. Hope everything is ok.

The Best of Both Worlds said...

Thinking of you guys! XOXO

Dudette said...

oh no :( I have been through pregnancy loss, & there aren't words to express how hard it is mentally, emotionally & physically. What I can say is that at some point, be it weeks, months or years from now, you will realize it hurts a little less. I'm so sorry . Hugs & lots of love you you guys <3

MandeeFoFandee said...

I can't even express how heartbroken I am for you. I am so sorry that you're experiencing such a terrible loss. I love you and am thinking about you. let me know when you're ready to talk. <3

Jeska said...

:( so sorry Kaley.