August 7, 2012

thirty thangs [six]

6. What is the hardest thing you have ever experienced?



I had an entire post drafted up but after yesterday, decided to scratch that one and repost.

the hardest thing I've experienced is losing a baby. or, finding out that im losing a baby. how do you hurt so much over someone you've never met? or even felt or seen? how do you feel like a part of your family is missing when it was never here?
I have to say that im very lucky that I have two amazing boys that force me to keep smiling and moving because without them, I don't know how I'd function right now.
this does go along with my original post of the hardest thing I had experienced (before yesterday) - which was death but this is so much worse for whatever reason.
death alone is likely the hardest thing anyone will experience but I do believe it's how we deal with and grow from the experience that will make us or. break us.

I do intend to post more about what is going on with me and my family but until then, just say a few prayers for us.

5 comments:

Heather said...

Thinking of you and your family. Hope everything is ok.

The Best of Both Worlds said...

Thinking of you guys! XOXO

Dudette said...

oh no :( I have been through pregnancy loss, & there aren't words to express how hard it is mentally, emotionally & physically. What I can say is that at some point, be it weeks, months or years from now, you will realize it hurts a little less. I'm so sorry . Hugs & lots of love you you guys <3

MandeeFoFandee said...

I can't even express how heartbroken I am for you. I am so sorry that you're experiencing such a terrible loss. I love you and am thinking about you. let me know when you're ready to talk. <3

Jeska said...

:( so sorry Kaley.