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sorry i don't have a 'friday loves' post this week

i just have entirely too much going on!

i am overwhelmed with emotion this week, actually.

my boy is going to be TWO on sunday. 

TWO. 2! ah! 

it's so bittersweet

i'm so excited that he is growing up into such a fun kid

but i am sad that my baby is gone. 

moments that we JUST had, not long ago, of him as a baby

are gone and i'll never get them back!

eh, before i cry ... 

i have been oober busy with his birthday stuff.

ran into a few speed bumps 

but it'll be alright!

imperfection is beauty, right?!

i'm also still oober addicted to the casey anthony trial! 

defense is up so it's quite interesting!

baez (casey's atty) is a big piece of crap

with his scoffs and sideways grins

but i can't stop watching/listening! 

i started a post about recent 'drama' in my life

but haven't posted it.

it's mostly settled down now but i still feel i have a lot to say

but don't know if i want to say it to those involved

there have been times before where i have been hesitant to post on MY blog

for sake of other's feelings

but i think those moments have passed.

this is MY blog and MY feelings and despite what anyone thinks

I'M ENTITLED! 

we'll see if i post about it or not!

i'm super excited to see my dad and sissy this weekend!

i haven't seen my sister in MONTHS 

but it seems like YEARS :( 

i'm excited for kullen to see them and vice versa!

i have a lot of blogs that i want to get posted

one in particular about drugs and church

(anyone rolling their eyes?)

don't worry

it's not judgey or anything like that

just random thoughts on the two and how they correlate. 

i have to updated on kullen's appointment at children's hospital

which was really nothing 

but will still update everyone!

rhys has been a pain lately, literally.

i will post more next week but i had to go to my doctor earlier this week

because i could hardly walk! 

it's gotten better though, so PTL for that!

i will also have kullen's TWO year post eventually

right now i'm so wrapped up in birthday plans

and the fact of him just turning two alone

that i can't find the time to sit down and write a post about the last two years of my life. 

ah, emotional ellie over here! 

probably won't hear much from me this weekend

as on top of kullen's birthday party tomorrow

i'll have my dad, robin and sissy here

AND 

father's day!

*which, i am slackin' on*

and i feel awful about it because i did make a tiny stink on mother's day

when adam's didn't go above and beyond for me! 

but then again, he had no excuse as our son wasn't turning TWO the same day!

hope everyone has a great weekend!

<3